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[showbizpanache]

It means I have to deal with this on my own.

[lacksgrace]

i dont get it

but oKay

[showbizpanache]

I don't get it either.

I don't know what to do. How could I possibly know what to do

video;

[lacksgrace]

[ Fuck this text thing. He can't emote properly. ]

It's not like I can tell you, Kurt. What do you feel like you wanna do?

[showbizpanache]

I--I don't know.

I don't know.

[A soft whimper.]

I miss my dad. I want my dad.

[lacksgrace]

[ Guess it wouldn't be appropriate to mention that he actually hates his. Almost gently: ]

Sorry. [ Which he actually (surprisingly) means. There's a pause. ] If you don't wanna be alone, I can come see you.

[showbizpanache]

I actually... I think I should be alone for a while. Just to get my thoughts together. I can't be a productive member of Wichita's team if I can't handle a little relationship drama.

[Lol. Little.]

Or a lot. Who knows.

I just wanted to say I'm sorry. You don't deserve to be roped into all of my stupid problems.

[lacksgrace]

Whatever you wanna do, Kurt. I won't force you to do something you don't feel like doing. But you shouldn't say that. [ He looks away from the screen and at anywhere but Kurt's face. ] We've all got problems.

And you don't have to deal with it by yourself.

[showbizpanache]

[He's quiet for a while, just sniffling, and then he might be smiling a little. Almost.]

You're actually really sweet sometimes.

[lacksgrace]

I think you're worth it. [ A smile. ] Besides, I'm probably not as sweet as you think I am anyway.

[showbizpanache]

Oh, I can see that.

[He might be looking a little admonishing here.]

[lacksgrace]

[ A shrug. ] I'm sure you've heard things about me.

[showbizpanache]

I haven't, actually. I won't believe anything until I see it firsthand.

[He's brushing his tears away now, pulling it together.]

However, I did see how rude you were to Blaine. And while I appreciate that you had good intentions, I'm not exactly thrilled about it.

[lacksgrace]

I don't know how telling someone the truth is rude. It's not like I was trying to pick a fight with him.

[showbizpanache]

I don't need you or anyone else to speak for me. Honestly, he probably thinks the whole ship hates him now.

[lacksgrace]

I wasn't speaking for you. [ Because he would have known if he had been. ] And I never said I hated him either.

[showbizpanache]

I just think you both need to stop talking about me to each other. It's just going to be ugly.

[lacksgrace]

I wasn't planning on talking to him at all. Why would I wanna discuss you with some other guy?

[showbizpanache]

Okay. That's settled, then.

Thank you.

[Pause.]

Are you, um, all right?

[lacksgrace]

I'm pretty pissed off right now. So. No, I'm not.

[ And he doesn't know why. ]

[showbizpanache]

Excuse me?

[lacksgrace]

Forget it. Talk to me when you have something figured out.

[ And he cuts the feed. ]